| Chapter 14D - your worst enemy |
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CHAPTER XIV D YOUR BIGGEST ENEMY "Whatever you can or you think you can, begin it. Courage is in itself genius, power and magic." < br /> GOETHE While preparing material for this book, I reviewed your logs the success of several previous years. (As you can see I lead them for several years). When I started to read his writings are incredibly surprised. I still do not understand how two years ago, pick-up girls can be so difficult for me, thanks. The most surprised me the first name in my first diary success. It concerned a girl who wanted to see at a disco. Can you imagine how much time I needed to finally mobilize and approaches to it? More than three hours continuously drove the internal dialogue, and still I was not sure whether now is the right moment. I waited till would appear to be "ideal" situation where I could easily snatch it. Hours passed and the "ideal" situation is still not followed. As soon as I had had the intention to approach the girl finally, my brain invented thousands of ways, why now is a bad time. Blame for their lack of action zwalałem that my girlfriend was dancing with a friend, the DJ played sad song, he blamed the crowd at the disco, loud music and what he was then able to devise. Finally, after three hours of internal struggle that a crisis occurred. Busy inner dialogue I had not noticed that my girl had disappeared from the dance floor. Then my anger reached a critical point: I was so angry at himself and at his helplessness, that I decided to go home. I went to pick up his jacket from the cloakroom and was preparing to leave, when suddenly I saw a girl coming out that up and dumb with amazement. At this point, I felt like a soldier walking to fight to the death. I had two choices: to risk "failure" and accost the girl or give up and never found it no longer. As you might have guessed the suffering that was associated with abandonment of the girl was so great that it prompted me to action. I thought, 'either now or never "and went on the attack. I caught up with the girl, introduced myself and said that immediately after the first when I saw it on the disco I wanted to explore it. My girlfriend was extremely delighted but not surprised why it zagadałem earlier. She told me she would be willing to talk to someone then, because they had had enough of dancing with a friend. | | |